Long road

by Dayna

I have been struggling w staying sober. I get a year & relapse I get two years & relapse I recently had 8momthes in & it sunk up on me. Thought I could just have a glass or two of wine & nope there I go into the store to buy a bottle. I hate that I keep relapsing. I'm glad I'm now to a point that I can go months even years abstaining but wondering why I fail. I hate alcohol & what it does to me. Feeling like crap today. I can't wait to feel better in a few days. I just pray I never trick myself into thinking I'll just have a little. I'm wondering if I'll ever be at a point where I never relaps...? God willing

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